"sitting in the corner of shallow darkness... i cry alone with tears that floods, thinking whether when will i have happy and cheerful days like in the past... hoping deeply that i can travel all the way back into the past to create my future of happiness... everything seems hopeless now... people neglecting me... people not accepting me... people not understanding me.... how i wish, a ray of light would shines and light up my room of darkness with joys and hope... however, i don't think any of these will ever happen.... i seek for hope... i strive for my limit... i choose to do sacrifices... why aren't the world accepting any of them?" practically... to them..... hims and hers....
all from what i thought... i really need the understanding of people... i'm not strong, nor i'm weak... because of lacking in trusts, mostly friendship trust, i've become weaker than before.... wishing to cry alone, but the tears just won't drop out from my eyes... hais.... i really wish... how i wish.... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
("Forward we must, recall we does... ") i feel like falling into pieces of puzzles.....
l Likes l ♥Basketball ♥Audition ♥Studying ♥Her ♥Hibari Kyoya
l He Wants/WISHes l ♦A person who really understand me well to be together with=) ♦Dashing results for O lvl=) ♦PS3 ♦Happy Family... ♦Nice wearings!(tops and bottoms) ♦Nice bag! ♦Nice accessories!! ♦New PHONE!!! ♦perfect friendship.... ♦Learn how to play new musical instruments(Piano, violin, etc.) ♦Own CPU ♦Funds to decorate my room.... ♦A better class next year=)
l Dislike l
Child thoughts
Selfish behaviour
Show off-ed idiots
